This one's a re-read. I was going through some things and found my favorite book from childhood, Harriet the Spy, by Louise Fitzhugh. It was published in 1964. Looking back, this book inspired me in more ways than I'd remembered, and not all of them good. From playing Town and doing science experiments to observing (spying on) neighbors. I could certainly relate to feeling like everyone hated me. Harriet wrestles with figuring out the world, her place in it, how to think about things, and how to treat others. She wants to be a writer and so "works" at noticing details about people, and she fills notebooks with her observations and musings. Harriet's nurse is always quoting books. Mr. Withers named his twenty-six cats after writers and story characters, like Puck and Faulkner. Kids at school get a hold of her notebook, and Harriet has to deal with the consequences of her words. This story is a gem.
Page 30: Ole Golly says there is as many ways to live as there are people on the earth and I shouldn't go round with blinders but should see every way I can. Then I'll know what way I want to live and not just live like my family.
Page 43: "Writers don't care what they eat. They just care what you think of them..."
Page 44: "... Writers have a lot of bad dreams."
Page 56: The Robinsons were sitting, as they always were, staring into space. They never worked, and what was worse, they never even read anything. They bought things and brought them home and then they had people in to look at them. Otherwise they didn't seem to do a blessed thing.
Page 106-7: "I mean, what does it feel like to have somebody ask you?" Harriet was getting very impatient.
Ole Golly looked toward the window, folding something absently. "It feels... it feels-- you jump all over inside... you... as though doors were opening all over the world... It's bigger, somehow, the world."
"That doesn't make any sense," said Harriet sensibly. She sat down with a plop on the bed.
"Well, nonetheless, that's what you feel. Feeling never makes any sense anyway, Harriet; you should know that by now," Ole Golly said pleasantly.
"Maybe--" Harriet knew as she said it that it was a baby thing to say but she couldn't help it-- "maybe there's a lot of things I don't know."